ok, here is the thing.. i cant control myself for the last 2 weeks.. seems like all my hard work is falling apart, and the peak is tonight.. i promise to myself that i will not do it again, but i broke it.. great job!
the regrets always come late, and it doesnt matter again now.. i feel like it is nothing, nothing to worry about, nothing wrong, and nothing to change.. guess my feeling will not save me from my evil desired. talking to my BF the other seems never happened. i havent told him about this, since i am afraid to say it. it was embarassing enough for me to conffess it, and now i have to tell him that i fell again?
i feel so overwhelmed with this.. i want to stop.. i NEED TO STOP, I MUST STOP.. seems like writing it is the best way to make me remember how wrong it is to do "it".. please do stop.. listen to your heart.. remember all the regrets after you do it.. make it important and DONT EVER FEEL LIKE IT IS NOTHING.. DO SAVE YOURSELF.. only you who could do it..
LOVE YOUR OWN LIVE girl..
start a new day from now..
sincerely,
my future life
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